really?

Why is it that the people that you look up to the most, respect the most, love the most, are the ones that end up hurting you the most?
Seriously, what were you thinking? How could you do this to your family? You're supposed to be a role model for young adults. And then you go and pull this stunt. I'm disappointed in you, and I don't even know what you did.
And you...ya you... I wish you could just UNDERSTAND. Seriously. This had nothing to do with you. I moved on, and I wish you could move on without erasing me from your life. You don't want to remember anything from the last year? You want to forget about me, forget about our good times together, forget about the awesome times we've had together? Maybe it makes sense to you, but it makes no sense to me whatsoever.