so many thoughts

This place is one of those bitter sweet places. I love it. I love the people I've met and the community I'm surrounded with. But it seems that there's always something that tugs at my heart saying I need to be home. I wish I could be in two places at once. It would make my life 100 times easier. But I guess then I wouldn't grow. I have to realize this is where I'm supposed to be now, no matter what's going on back in Spokane. I have to make the most of it.